do I have to hate myself for that

today as I woke up I remembered my dream and it was not nice I had almost sex to be precise I had almost oral sex with a friend of a friend and I know they are in love uff why did do this even though it ws just in my dream why do I have to take this sex from somebody I dont even know or would not have sex with
its so strange

it wasa n ice sunny day warm and comfortable the bed was narrow and the shaeets clean und coulourful we were laying ther on the bed side by side and I think I started it because I was just horny he sucked my dick a it and as I wanted to suck him I did not like his dit but because Iwas so horny I did or did n´t somehow I woke up and did not feel so well after all

hmmm that is what I want to forget